It's been awhile
since I've remembered
to forget about my loneliness
and go for a walk.
It's a bit cold
but I got a coat,
there might be people walking
around me
but I have no need
to be concerned with how worthless
I look to them.
No matter
the excuses I make
to stay and wait for yesterday's return.
But that's just the curse of
my loyalty to days
I never want to forget.
Now listen you
listen please
Go out there, feel the wind
against you
alone you may be.
But time is gonna continue
to pass you without a care
of how old you get.
The seasons are coming
and going more times
than I wish they haven't.
But I must stay steady,
I can't l
Sparkles of shine
from my mess of red
comfort my traveling ghost to suicide's door
A moonlight romance gleams
with it's caress on your silver kiss
that touches me with
your escaping redemption.
This warmth you give,
is that of a heavenly diamond
mistakenly lost in my ocean of loneliness.
You tie my open wounds
with a seal of protection from
sorrowful remorse.
My burning pain,
now smoulders with a whisper
as your touch kisses me.
This dying heart of mine,
has regained a place of
morbid happiness within' it.
How can I deny you?
When your lust is my calling.
Forever,
devour my blood
to free me of isolation.
Replacing my stolen sanity
with
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Ending Narrative) by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Ending Narrative)
Incarcerated within the walls
of my own flesh,
alone in a wandering wait.
The echo of my restless whispers
carve their words dull against
my sanity.
How long? How long must my patience
bear the weight
of my existence drifting among
the tides of this endless emptiness.
How long? So harmonic and subtle
with sadist affection
these two simple words kiss me.
The unknown beginning or ending
of my ultimatum's conclusion knocks
cheerfully at my subconscious.
Yet when I open the door
with a smile, nothing awaits but
my own shadow.
Oh god...
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Middle Narrative) by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Middle Narrative)
Across my flesh the echoes of claws
scratching at the reflection
of my sanity in the mirror
of my soul.
Something here hungers to have me
devoured by the memory
of my most sinister tortures.
I hear it's laughter demand me
to please it's fantasies,
but my body won't move
and my blood boils with fear.
I open my lips to whisper
for forgiveness, but words won't
come out.
Claws dig deep into my flesh
till I'm bleeding,
and my beautiful something nightmare
kisses me with it's poison.
Confined and my will is thin,
the door I have opened
is irreversible;
An I don't know how I'm gonna
escape this time.
I Murdered My Kindness by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
I Murdered My Kindness
The dragging of
the razor's kiss
on my guilty, crying
personality haunts my spine
with chills I can't shake.
How many more times
will I let you torture me?
A disposable victim
to spill me and laugh at me,
abandoned to fight pain
that should be your goodbye decay.
But I had to believe
a stranger
blind to the asylum of
my insanity
that you are good.
So I let you live
untouched by my need to
slaughter you.
Now a thousand scars,
deform my physical and emotional
existence.
A boiling sickness of regret
has grew inside of me
for continuing to shelter
your virgin innocence.
But the dragging
of the razor's kiss
will find you and rape you.
I
I woke up again today
and I don't know how
It's been so long since someone
has remembered
I'm a broken victim trapped
inside of a monster's body
The voices of society
watch me with their smiles
as I write my reasons to rape
my sanity till the slaughter
is empty of pleasure
All while I hope
on the slim chance
I'll be loved for the monster
that finally died.
I guess at the end of every word
within this letter is an
open conclusion
Cause I say what I need to say
an I take what hurts me
But when I beg for arms to help me
to my next punishment
they leave me to crawl
on the edge of a lover's obsession
with razors
drugged out of his fuck
Does Anybody Miss Me by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Does Anybody Miss Me
Here I lie awake
within my forgotten carcass
another day
I've decayed under
the romantic wrathe of this
blackened hell
Ashes of my slaughtered angels
fall around me
as their blood soaks the sky.
A bounded whore
of darkness I must promise to be,
god's light has ever
only been a fantasy.
A innocent child slowly turned
invisible from the leaving arms
of salvation
Does anybody miss me?!
How I've bled my veins
for escape of this
unknown torture
Does anybody care?!
Vicious demons await
for the feast of my suicide
Pieces and pieces
I watch myself fall apart
from reality
into their hungry teeth
Stripped and starved
an unfinished pleasure
I fad
Reminiscing on the promise
to escape this wickedness before me
Evolving day by day into a darker void
Sheltering my secret wish
I let myself treasure a hopeless promise
to comfort the darkness
only to become a trapped victim
My conformity was stripped and raped
screaming for release of this change
I was soon silenced with a
serpentine kiss
All the pain inside of my veins
numbed me well,
cause there's nothing left of me
to devour.
Now a roaming emptiness
torn apart, forced to abandon my carcass
without a goodbye
Can I ever replace what's been
devoured or am I forever
a lover romanticized by what's left
of my flesh to carve apart.
Harve
Hello Again Mirror by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Hello Again Mirror
Hello again mirror
I see someone in your reflection
but it ain't me
blood drips from your corners
to show your just as terrified
as I am
Cause their smiling at me
and I don't know what their
gonna do
I don't know how long it's been
since my last confession
Sometimes my sanity slips,
sometimes my hands slip
sometimes it get's bloody.
Sometimes I don't wanna talk about
what happens when I slip.
Hello again mirror
You bitch looking like me
It's been a thousand farewells
an not a moment's forgiveness
Since I've said this is who I am
would you please be my friend
I do my best to not carve
myself apart
but it's hard to swallow rejection
w
It's been awhile
since I've remembered
to forget about my loneliness
and go for a walk.
It's a bit cold
but I got a coat,
there might be people walking
around me
but I have no need
to be concerned with how worthless
I look to them.
No matter
the excuses I make
to stay and wait for yesterday's return.
But that's just the curse of
my loyalty to days
I never want to forget.
Now listen you
listen please
Go out there, feel the wind
against you
alone you may be.
But time is gonna continue
to pass you without a care
of how old you get.
The seasons are coming
and going more times
than I wish they haven't.
But I must stay steady,
I can't l
Sparkles of shine
from my mess of red
comfort my traveling ghost to suicide's door
A moonlight romance gleams
with it's caress on your silver kiss
that touches me with
your escaping redemption.
This warmth you give,
is that of a heavenly diamond
mistakenly lost in my ocean of loneliness.
You tie my open wounds
with a seal of protection from
sorrowful remorse.
My burning pain,
now smoulders with a whisper
as your touch kisses me.
This dying heart of mine,
has regained a place of
morbid happiness within' it.
How can I deny you?
When your lust is my calling.
Forever,
devour my blood
to free me of isolation.
Replacing my stolen sanity
with
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Ending Narrative) by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Ending Narrative)
Incarcerated within the walls
of my own flesh,
alone in a wandering wait.
The echo of my restless whispers
carve their words dull against
my sanity.
How long? How long must my patience
bear the weight
of my existence drifting among
the tides of this endless emptiness.
How long? So harmonic and subtle
with sadist affection
these two simple words kiss me.
The unknown beginning or ending
of my ultimatum's conclusion knocks
cheerfully at my subconscious.
Yet when I open the door
with a smile, nothing awaits but
my own shadow.
Oh god...
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Middle Narrative) by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Reflections Of The Unimaginable (Middle Narrative)
Across my flesh the echoes of claws
scratching at the reflection
of my sanity in the mirror
of my soul.
Something here hungers to have me
devoured by the memory
of my most sinister tortures.
I hear it's laughter demand me
to please it's fantasies,
but my body won't move
and my blood boils with fear.
I open my lips to whisper
for forgiveness, but words won't
come out.
Claws dig deep into my flesh
till I'm bleeding,
and my beautiful something nightmare
kisses me with it's poison.
Confined and my will is thin,
the door I have opened
is irreversible;
An I don't know how I'm gonna
escape this time.
I Murdered My Kindness by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
I Murdered My Kindness
The dragging of
the razor's kiss
on my guilty, crying
personality haunts my spine
with chills I can't shake.
How many more times
will I let you torture me?
A disposable victim
to spill me and laugh at me,
abandoned to fight pain
that should be your goodbye decay.
But I had to believe
a stranger
blind to the asylum of
my insanity
that you are good.
So I let you live
untouched by my need to
slaughter you.
Now a thousand scars,
deform my physical and emotional
existence.
A boiling sickness of regret
has grew inside of me
for continuing to shelter
your virgin innocence.
But the dragging
of the razor's kiss
will find you and rape you.
I
I woke up again today
and I don't know how
It's been so long since someone
has remembered
I'm a broken victim trapped
inside of a monster's body
The voices of society
watch me with their smiles
as I write my reasons to rape
my sanity till the slaughter
is empty of pleasure
All while I hope
on the slim chance
I'll be loved for the monster
that finally died.
I guess at the end of every word
within this letter is an
open conclusion
Cause I say what I need to say
an I take what hurts me
But when I beg for arms to help me
to my next punishment
they leave me to crawl
on the edge of a lover's obsession
with razors
drugged out of his fuck
Does Anybody Miss Me by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Does Anybody Miss Me
Here I lie awake
within my forgotten carcass
another day
I've decayed under
the romantic wrathe of this
blackened hell
Ashes of my slaughtered angels
fall around me
as their blood soaks the sky.
A bounded whore
of darkness I must promise to be,
god's light has ever
only been a fantasy.
A innocent child slowly turned
invisible from the leaving arms
of salvation
Does anybody miss me?!
How I've bled my veins
for escape of this
unknown torture
Does anybody care?!
Vicious demons await
for the feast of my suicide
Pieces and pieces
I watch myself fall apart
from reality
into their hungry teeth
Stripped and starved
an unfinished pleasure
I fad
Reminiscing on the promise
to escape this wickedness before me
Evolving day by day into a darker void
Sheltering my secret wish
I let myself treasure a hopeless promise
to comfort the darkness
only to become a trapped victim
My conformity was stripped and raped
screaming for release of this change
I was soon silenced with a
serpentine kiss
All the pain inside of my veins
numbed me well,
cause there's nothing left of me
to devour.
Now a roaming emptiness
torn apart, forced to abandon my carcass
without a goodbye
Can I ever replace what's been
devoured or am I forever
a lover romanticized by what's left
of my flesh to carve apart.
Harve
Hello Again Mirror by NintendoWerewolf, literature
Literature
Hello Again Mirror
Hello again mirror
I see someone in your reflection
but it ain't me
blood drips from your corners
to show your just as terrified
as I am
Cause their smiling at me
and I don't know what their
gonna do
I don't know how long it's been
since my last confession
Sometimes my sanity slips,
sometimes my hands slip
sometimes it get's bloody.
Sometimes I don't wanna talk about
what happens when I slip.
Hello again mirror
You bitch looking like me
It's been a thousand farewells
an not a moment's forgiveness
Since I've said this is who I am
would you please be my friend
I do my best to not carve
myself apart
but it's hard to swallow rejection
w
If you love me,
Tell me I'm not broken;
These words you've never spoken
I need to hear,
I need to see.
If you love me,
Tell me you don't hate
This boy begging for fate
To favor him,
To set him free.
If you love me,
Remind me that I'm worth it;
Remind me that I'm fit
To be your king,
And to love thee.
If you love me,
Forget who I was before;
I'm not that person anymore
And I hate to remember,
It's not who I want to be.
forget for me, please
forgetting is not something I can do,
but it's something I can pass to you.
If you love me,
Don't tell me I'm a lie;
Don't tell me I can't defy
Who I am,
God's decree.
that's something I'm s
Just wrote my first, latest, poem in a while, and it feels great and just love how it came out. Check it out if you have time, its called "I, Monster".